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POSTED AT 08:59 PM in Book Of The Yahn

yahn

I want to move on! I don't wanna get stuck on him... thinking he is the only guy for me. I am positive and know perfectly well there are other guys out there. But I also want my heart to feel like I COULD LIKE OTHER PEOPLE.

And right now I just can't do that. I have no freakin' idea why. But right now I just can't. I cannot see the possibility of all other. It may be because he's still around. It maybe because it's the first time I felt this way and I can't let it go. It may even be because of fate. What?

Whatever the case, I can't live in this irony. I can't live in this complication. Everything is changed now. Much more changed than before. I may seem to live the normal life. But deep within, a lot has been going on. A lot has changed.

Now life for me is no longer the same. So much for a change, huh?

Listening to: Sugarfree's Kwentuhan
Watching: 500 Days of Summer
Feeling: confused

Novena to the Sacred Heart of Jesus
POSTED AT 07:22 PM

glaiza_polsci

NOVENA TO  THE SACRED HEART OF JESUS

1. NOVENA OF CONFIDENCE

O, Lord Jesus Christ to Your most Sacred heart, I confide this intention. (Here, mention your request).
Only look upon me, then do what Your Heart inspires. Let Your Sacred Heart decide. I count on You. I Trust in You. I throw myself on Your mercy
Lord Jesus. You will not fail me, Sacred heart of Jesus. I trust in You, Sacred heart of Jesus, I believe in Your love for me.
Sacred Heart of Jesus, I have asked for many favors but earnestly implore this one. Take it, place it in Your Sacred Heart. When the Eternal Father sees it covered Your Precious Blood, He will not refuse it. It will no longer be my prayer but Yours.
O Jesus, O Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in You. Let me never be confounded. AMEN

2. NOVENA TO THE SACRED HEART OF JESUS

O Most Holy Heart of Jesus, fountain to every blessings, I adore You, I love You, and with a likely sorrow for my sins, I offer You this poor heart of mine. Make me humble, patient, pure and wholly obedient to Your Will. O grant, good Jesus that I may live in You and for You. Protect me in the midst of danger, comfort me in my afflictions, give me health of body, assistance in my temporal needs, Your blessings on all that I do and grace of Holy death.

3. NOVENA PRAYER

May the Sacred Heart of Jesus be adored, loved in all the tabernacles until the end of time. AMEN

May the MOST SACRED HEART OF JESUS be praised and glorified now and forever. AMEN

Blessed be the SACRED HEART OF JESUS. Blessed be the IMMACULATE HEART OF MARY. SACRED HEART OF JESUS, pray for us and hear my prayer. AMEN

say OUR FATHER...

Make 81 copies and leave 9 copies in church for each 9 consecutive days. You will receive your intention before nine days are over, no matter how impossible it may seem. Pray with love and faith.

NOVENA PRAYER MUST BE SAID SIX TIMES EACH DAY FOR NINE CONSECUTIVE DAYS LEAVING NINE COPIES IN THE CHURCH EACH DAY. PRAYER WILL BE ANSWERED ON OR BEFORE THE NINTH DAY AND HAS NEVER KNOWN TO FAIL.

Pray with love and faith.

Feeling: hopeful

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POSTED AT 06:10 PM in Whore-iffic Memoirs

yahn

Today, 4am.

I was drunk enough NOT to tell you.

I plan to attend sessions only when you're there. But that's a little impossible now. I guess. Maybe then you'll figure things out. 

Listening to: Torpedo by Eraserheads
Watching: Bring It On 4

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POSTED AT 07:43 PM in Whore-iffic Memoirs

yahn

October 20, 2009

How come I am so annoyed? Darn madness.

A Prelude to Whore-iffic Memoirs
POSTED AT 09:50 PM in Whore-iffic Memoirs

yahn

The Whore-iffic Memoirs chronicles horrifyingly drunken whore-some thoughts, suggestions, quotations, real and even imaginary events. To begin with, here are last night's whore-iffic drunken, surreal, but honest thoughts.

Being drunk gives me an excuse to text him.

It crossed my mind once, twice--no, it crossed my mind too many times already that I've lost count.

More whore-iffying lines and stories to watch out for in this link. See yah!

Feeling: cynical

So let's do it.
POSTED AT 02:55 PM in Book Of The Yahn as a favorite post

yahn

So let's finish the story.
I talk, you listen.
I pour my heart out, you listen blankly.
My pulse is racing, my mind is screaming out.

So let's wrap up this session.
I shut my mouth, you blab.
I keep asking inappropriate questions, you go on defending yourself.
I listen intently. I laugh out loud. I wish for more time.

So let's keep it real.
I'm just being honest, while you do your thing.
You tell it like it is, I accept it like I should.
When now is all the chance we got, who has to fear the future?

So let's close the deal.
I tell your stories, you tell mine.
Like good ol' times, like good ol' friends--just the way I miss it.
And we part ways without looking back, like it never happened.

Do you even know I miss you?

For the last time.
POSTED AT 03:00 AM in Book Of The Yahn as a favorite post

yahn

The semester is almost over. And I got nothing more to say.

No, I just cannot pour my heart out. No, I don't plan so.

That is exactly what I hate about emotions: always fluctuating, never reliable.

Oh thank God I still have time. And I got just enough time to think things over, and not plunge head first.

No, not worth the risk.

Goodbye it is. Goodbye it will be.

Closing Time
Semisonic

Closing time, open all the doors and let you out into the world.
Closing time, turn all of the lights on over every boy and every girl.
Closing time, one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.
Closing time, you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home.

Closing time, time for you to go out to the places you will be from.
Closing time, this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters come.
So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a friend.
Closing time, every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Yeah, I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home.

Closing time, time for you to go back to the places you will be from.

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home.

Closing time, every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.