Entries for June, 2009
June 16th, 2009
Leaving POSTED AT 10:26 PM in etcetera as a favorite post Yes, I decided that I'm leaving this 5-year old blog of mine making this entry the 203rd entry I made. And nope, I'm not deleting this account just leaving--permanently. This serve as a 'remnant' of my stay here. My time here was indeed memorable and not to mention worthwhile. So I just want to bid farewell formally as I can--drama aside.
It's harder than I thought to start this entry. So I'll just start by asking myself questions instead.
~I'm stalking someone here--straightforwardly. I'm not contented commenting on her as a guest. I want to subscribe to her daily rants as friends entries are filtered in Tabulas. Unfortunenately, she's not updating anymore. Telling her how I am inspired by her writing probably wont reach out to her at this time. But it's ok. Eventually, I started filling my blog with useless rants, then random thoughts for the day, gradually evolving these thoughts to a coherent, well-said entries. I was pleased with the outcome. I was a self-proclaimed writer then people started to notice this knack of mine. All this endeavors rooted out by just being inspired with a person. I (felt) I had no talent but having had the ability to write my thoughts eloquently felt like an achievement to me, along with it was also enhancing my english prowesses. I even had the chance to be part of our theater club in high school as a script writer with this developed hobby. Then I started writing stories, I literally fell in love with writing. I was carried away with my own thoughts as I process every single thing in my head.
Why am I leaving? 1. I'm busy. I can no longer manage this blog much like before. Now I can see the difference between college and HS. In HS, I could be concerned with such trivial things and even have the time to blog it, unlike now. Also, I got a lot of time in my hands then. Just imagine the time I allot in drafting my entries, changing layout (READ: via HTML) and managing in general. It takes a lot of time. Whatever, what I mostly blab about here was that of trivial pursuits, I was a growing teeneager then. Still in the path of confusion and self-discovery. I think I've matured enough to keep petty stuff as it is. But in the process of writing I was able to find my true self (oops, cheesy line!) If I wasn't able to pour my hearts out as a problematic , spoiled teeneager with bottled up emotions I might end up slashing my wrist like an emo. But heck, I was an emo, quite an emo. I've realized that after rereading my entries--and totally laughed at some. I'm not an activist to constantly blog about daily happening in and out of my life nor I am not a paid writer who do writing for a living to be obliged to write. It still beats me though I did not end up taking journalism or any english related course. Having said that, hopefully God has better plans for me.
Ok, I'm wont be making this any longer, seemingly in an attempt to write a novel. But I say this again: I'm really grateful with my time here, it wasn't a waste for sure. Things has really change, my views, attitudes change. This blog has reflected a part of my high school life and I have seen the contrast of my past and present.
Yes, the ARCHIVES is our friend now. I'll be rereading some. And of course net junkie as I am will continue to be online and open online accounts and updating a very bit from time to time. I'll be hanging around @:
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/profile.php?id=1330497267&ref=profile add me if you're playing Restaurant City c:
Deviantart: http://polarmint.deviantart.com/ most active account
My twitter: http://twitter.com/imari07 just like a blog, only diminished by a phrase Multiply:http://ice107.multiply.com/ for picture heavy updates and upcoming events (mostly cosplay)
Smiley time!
So...I'll be leaving then. Thanks for reading and goodnight! Listening to: Diamond Crevasse - May/n Feeling: nostalgic critique
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