Slap me, I must be dreaming.

Is this for real, am I really having my sembreak now? I've been in the middle of this vacation, yet it took time to sink in. I am now officially spared from that hellish life of a nursing student in that shitty school, I know that fact of course but the feeling that I am free from it is really hard to believe. Stress is out of my nerves, I don't have to feel the daily grind and I don't have to feel TOXIC.

But I guess, this relief is only temporary. Shouldn't be the other way around?