Entries for June, 2008
June 10th, 2008
Reminisce POSTED AT 06:59 PM It’s (really) hard to reminisce at once the whole summer when thoughts register at the same time. I remember how I complain on how boring it was during consecutive days of hot afternoon with nothing to do, and now it is almost over. Good times sure are fleeting. {DVD marathon ‘til morning --- or ‘til I got sick on consecutively staying up so late, my popular afternoon nap while listening to music with nothing but clouds in sky to mind, sneaking at night to watch youtube or just plainly surf the net, relentless efforts to finish a videogame in one sitting, job finding and struggling to get admitted on a (not-so popular) call-center, hours and hours singing and memorizing anime songs, the habit of my close friend and I to chit-chat all night long on the phone while watching Music Station on Animax and of course jeering and laughing in the process, sketching all day, and the hours and hours of surfing the net…aimlessly….} You don’t need to know that really…I’m just reminiscing. Listening to: Sakurabiyori Feeling: contemplative critique
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June 12th, 2008
Freedom POSTED AT 01:35 PM Ask yourself, do you fully exercise your freedom? Me? Don't ask. That's why I'm wasting my time here writing an entry for a sure rant to begin with. I want to rant all the way through for chissakes how I demand full liberation for my actions. For crying out loud, I don't feel I have the ability to exercise my freedom in the first place. Restraints in life are suffocating. It's annoying. In school, we don't have decent/exclusive school paper. Super cheap, nakikishare pa kami ng school paper sa Med at PT students. I want to have our own, so we could actually voice out our opinions in columns to enlighten fellow students or a freedom board perhaps, it's purpose is to receive feedback from the student body like UP Diliman does. We don't have the liberty to choose our scheds, sections or God fobids. Well, what can you expect from our school--it's shitty. At home on the other hand, I could hardly reason out/straighten things out/justify myself or plainly complain how bad the day was, it seems like a crime in our threshold. "ANO SUMASAGOT KA NA NG PABALANG NGAYON?! WALANG GALANG KA!" LETSE! HINDI NA LANG AKO MASASALITA. That's the reason why people commit suicide or become rebels, they needed help once, express themselves but hardly anyone heeded. That's why I have this blog, to express myself FREELY, in all my accord. I could rant, shout my hearts out, destroy someone's reputation by saying bad things about him (not that I intended to do that), say FUCK, DICK, ASSHOLE, BITCH, BULLCRAP without thinking me much of a dimwit. It may make some people consider me as a foul or profane person, but well, do you know me personally? Morals shouldn't be the shackles of your own will. Freedom is doing or saying what you want to say, people are there to accept and respect your opinions and actions, not restraining you by making you look a fool who don't know their morals. After all, everybody is entitled for their own opinion. Watching: Death Note ep 27 Feeling: infuriated |
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June 13th, 2008
Vacation POSTED AT 11:16 AM in rantings Don’tthinkaboutschooldon’tthinkaboutschooldon’tthinkaboutschool… It can’t be helped. At the climax of boredom, I can’t help but think about school. Thoughts about sickening ideas of school should be eliminated for the time being. However, it’s difficult for me because that’s the main thing to worry about. It is hard to put that aside cause I can’t help to put in comparison my comforting days to that bunch of daily grind that is… school. I don’t like going to school because admit it, it’s pain-in-the-ass. Especially if you have to be under the roof of the institution I’m in where there motto is: making simple things a hassle. They have poor system circulating all throughout the school. Shame on them having the tuition fee increased but I yet to see improvements and they suck BIG TIME! And if you are gonna ask me, I might transfer school soon, if the cost of tuition is to hard on me and my parents to bear. +++ My vacation is almost over, my last vacation for that matter. Time is fleeting. The most blissful moments in life are not bound to take long. All healthy youth cells are drained out in studying, only to be replaced by harmful agents of stress and more stress. Too much work is deemed unhealthy. Too much stress in the body is unproductive. And as I progress to another year level, I would barely have any time to rest and take a breather. I would rather lie down all day and enjoy the finer things in life than go to work and everything I’ll come will be a hassle. My sched: MON Lit – 7:30-8:30 Basic Stat – 8:30-9:30 PE – 9:30-10:30 Bioethics- 12-3 TUES Phil. History – 8-11 Human Anatomy Physiology – 1-4 Euthenics – 4-5 WED Lit – 7:30-8:30 Basic Stat – 8:30-9:30 THURS HAP – 1-3 FRI Lit – 7:30-8:30 Basic Stat – 8:30-9:30 PE – 9:30-10:30 SAT Health Care – 8-12 Related Learning Experience – 1-4 THIS IS BULLSHIT! You call that a sched?! Crap, wala man lang day-off? Parang di pinag-isipan. Our schedule is not a guessing game and it’s not at all fair. Other students from other schools can choose their scheds, sections, even professors. They have a choice if they’ll be having summer classes or whatnot. AND US?! We have no choice but to abide into whatever ill-imposed rules and system by the school. And you call that college?! Poor system, corrupt student council, less freedom and all but suckfest to no end. I feel like I’m back in grade school Feeling: pissed |
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June 17th, 2008
Toy Con aftermath POSTED AT 11:58 AM  ) and I cannot afford attending both since I don’t have enough money even though the entrance fee is cheaper than the usual P100. I really think that day1 was better.  I only stood at the entrance of the Megatrade Hall during day 1 and I saw a lot of people (there were many people to begin with), familiar faces, dA friends and more cosplayers. Day 2 When we arrived at the venue, there were few people strolling around the place. Well, I thought we were that early to arrive. There wasn’t really fancy to tell except for the numerous toy booths around. The Star Wars bunch came a bit later, which entertained the (boring) atmosphere of the event. Marian Rivera was there as well, and yeah…encouraging everybody to buy Dyesebel merchandise (before we one could actually had a photo op with her), we didn't. Cosplayers There were few that you could say that are good. Majority of the good ones came when we are about to leave o_0. It was a group cosplay day so I reckon the event has few cosplayers…only hardcore ones apply for this group cosplay competition and come up with skit along with it. One cosplayer we could compliment right now is Captain Jack Sparrow. He was bubbly and quirky. One guy even shouted You’re Johnny Depp and he was like: No, Johnny Depp is an actor, I’m the real one, he’s an impostor. Haha…well other remarkable ones are Mr. Bean, God? Save our King group and of course the becoming unpopular because of uber popular popularity—the Bleach and Naruto cosplays. Crossplayers on the other hand—the ones who wear miniskirt school girl outfit uniform with matching heels and a bright pink wig but they are actually straight guys—kinda ticks me off  . Outfit Let me talk about our outfit during the event. My sister and I wore schoolgirl outfit with matching skirts. Mine was red and hers was blue. By some reason my sister forgot her white blouse and had to wear my casual shirt instead. It was not a major blunder but it could have been better than what it should have been.  Free photo..yay! Alodia I was like: Antagal naman niya, is she really coming? Then I suddenly look at my right and as if on cue, saw her walking towards us (glad, she doesn’t have bouncers this time). Then dorks as we are followed her through the backstage. Oh man, people were like hungry idiots and dozens of cameramen gathered around the backstage to get a picture of her. I mean, come on, let her prepare and shot your fire when she come out.  but I took a pic of her nonetheless =p  'The mob' Then the meet and greet started. The autograph signing and photo op didn’t started immediately. There were around (more or less) 50 cameramen taking picture and I mean ‘cameramen’ with big, chunky, professional-looking cameras with them. So that lasted for like 20 minutes with Alodia posing while I fire away. Yes, I was one of that ‘paparazzi” mob…others struggled to get a good shot in the middle of that while I was in front.  See how close I am XD Though I may be close, I was nearly, nearly squashed and had barely space to breathe. So we took her autograph and pictures and blah, blah blah, then after we left the scene. That was the first time we actually met her, we’re big fans. For someone so down-to-earth amidst good fortune in life should have a well-deserved popularity c:. ^^^ After months or so after our last convention, well…it was uh..okay, but not as extreme. As for the toys, it was nice, the hats set a new trend and I could say that if you like collecting toy stuff and a toy junkie, this event is for you. I couldn’t comment on further regarding the event. Maybe, there isn’t much left to tell.  More pics at my multiply: www.ice107.multiply.com =) Listening to: Houki Boshi Feeling: accomplished |
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June 26th, 2008
Sick POSTED AT 03:24 PM in etcetera I was sick. I hate being sick. And who wants to be anyway? When it does happen, I feel I get way far behind. I had a case of fever/ingestion/hyperacidity/excessive vomiting/can’t eat all at the same time. I have to miss school, miss my history, anatomy, and euthenics class for that. Pity. Others are preparing for work while I’m stuck in my bed literally the whole day. What a waste… Actually I had an attempt of going to school. I took a bath, ate as usual and I was even on my way to school riding a taxi and midway, I had to told the driver to stop and went the opposite direction to go home instead. I felt a bit of self-pity there.  This is not an entry written to catch some sympathy but an indication of how I’m left behind. I have a lot of catching up to do, both school and daily life itself. I have to make up for my absences to catch up with work and to my to-do list. *Gonna do some major update when I feel all well* Reading: Essentials of Anatomy and Physiology Feeling: nauseated |
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June 30th, 2008
Meme POSTED AT 04:01 PM in etcetera Info [ ] I am shorter than 5'4. - ): [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes – always D: [x] I have many scars [ ] I tan easily - though I'm tanned enough to begin with [x] I wish my hair was a different color – so I don’t have to buy wigs for cosplay =D [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I have/I've had braces. – oh boy I wish! [x ] I wear glasses – now I wear contacts…glasses are for geeks and geezers…hehe [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger – strange though…and I was with my mom then and guess what, she didn’t agree with the stranger  [ ] I have more than 2 piercing. [x] I have piercing in places besides my ears. [ ] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents – my mom was like: ”If you curse your siblings, you curse me too!” You know, the PI thing… [x] I've run away from home – ooohhh freeedooom!!! *wants to do that again* [x] I've been kicked out of the house - *bad childhood * [x] My biological parents are together [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old [x] I want to have kids someday – it’s a fulfillment ya know [ ] I've lost a child School/Work [x] I'm in school – and it sucks… [ ] I have a job [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school – who doesn't? [ ] I almost always do my homework – not at all [x] I've missed a week or more of school – when I was in prep…we had no money for schooling >: [ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years [ ] I failed more than 1 class last year [ ] I've stolen something from my job [ ] I've been fired Embarrassment [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation [ ] Disney movies still make me cry [x] I've peed from laughing – oops…it was a secret…hehe [x] I've snorted while laughing – an embarrassing factor for me..yes [ ] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [x] I've glued my hand to something – I glued my hand to my other hand [ ] I've had my pants rip in public. Health [ ] I was born with a disease/impairment [ ] I've gotten stitches/staples. [ ] I've broken a bone [ ] I've had my tonsils removed. [ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend [ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. [ ] I've had measles Traveling [ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [ ] I've been on a plane. [ ] I've been to Canada. [ ] I've been to Mexico. [ ] I've been to Niagara Falls. [ ] I've been to Japan – not even in dreams [ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] I've been to Europe [ ] I've been to Africa - I prefer to be in front of the computer all day than traveling, with that I have friends from US, Singapore, Malaysia, Uruguay, Italy, Poland and Germany..who needs traveling with that?  Experiences [ ] I've gotten lost in my city. [ ] I've seen a shooting star [ ] I've wished on a shooting star [ ] I've seen a meteor shower [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas – when I was a kid and ran away from home [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator –once in a hotel for fun XD [ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I've been to a casino. [ ] I've been skydiving. [ ] I've gone skinny dipping. [ ] I've played spin the bottle [ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I've crashed a car [ ] I've been Skiing. [x] I've been in a play – I’ve been in a drama club when I was in high school…and my role in our play sucks…not to mention humiliating [ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. [ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ ] I've seen the Northern lights. [ ] I've sat on a roof top at night. [ ] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone – to my siblings and to my nerd classmates way back [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [x] I've eaten sushi. [ ] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [x] I'm single [ ] I'm in a relationship [ ] I'm engaged. [ ] I'm married. [ ] I've gone on a blind date. [ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper. [ ] I miss someone right now. [ ] I have a fear of abandonment. [ ] I've gotten divorced. [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back – ouch…thanks for reminding [ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did – yeah..pakipot pa [ ] I've kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality [x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex – I was studying in an all-girls school grade school and high school…well what could you expect. Besides, some girls are more handsome than guys [x] I've had a crush on a teacher – he was cute and I was young and stupid [ ] I am a cuddler. [ ] I've been kissed in the rain. [ ] I've hugged a stranger. [ ] I have kissed a stranger Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [ ] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am – as always… [x] I am keeping a secret from the world – does that me having magical powers count? :3 [x] I've cheated while playing a game. [x] I've cheated on a test [ ] I've run a red light. [ ] I've been suspended from school – muntikan na! [ ] I've witnessed a crime. [ ] I've been in a fist fight [ ] I've been arrested. Drugs/Alcohol [x] I've consumed alcohol [ ] I regularly drink. [x] I've passed out from drinking – I always passed out when I drink…that’s the reason why I drink [ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [ ] I've smoked weed [ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. [x] I've eaten shrooms. [ ] I've popped E. [ ] I've inhaled Nitrous. [ ] I've done hard drugs. [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [ ] I can't swallow pills. [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. [ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder. [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [ ] I take anti-depressants. [x] I'm anorexic or bulimic – that was before… [x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it – and paid for it hardly [x] I've hurt myself on purpose – especially during boring lectures which more likely occur nowadays [ ] I've woken up crying. Death and Suicide [ ] I'm afraid of dying – No, if you like to live…you should be ready to die. Dying is part of living [ ] I hate funerals – I love funerals…it’s like a grand reunion of relatives and friends with lots of good food. The irony goes on: death is what brings people together [ ] I've seen someone dying. [x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide – she called me one night crying in the phone saying: “I’ll slash myself if you don’t call my BF!” Then the next day she was in school looking alright [ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [ ] I've planned my own suicide. [x] I've attempted suicide – you know I hate this life [ ] I've written a eulogy for myself. Materialism [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [ ] I own something from Hot Topic. [ ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I own something from The Gap – a plastic bag [ ] I own something I got on e-bay. [x] I own something from Abercrombie – a shirt I stole from our ‘Lost and Found’ Random [ ] I can sing well. [ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [ ] I open up to others easily [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I don't kill bugs [ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I'm a snob about grammar. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [x] I twirl my hair [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name. [x] I love being neat. [ ] I love Spam [ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [ ] I bake well. [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue – that’s too much of a choice [ ] I've worn pajamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [x] I know how to shoot a gun [ ] I am in love with love [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes [x] I eat fast food weekly - *peer pressure* [x] I believe in ghosts – o_0 [ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [ ] I am really ticklish. [x] I love white chocolate – I love anything sweet! [ ] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games [ ] I'm good at remembering faces [ ] I'm good at remembering names. [ ] I'm good at remembering dates. [ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life [x] All of those are answered honestly – that’s why all are as weird as it gets I won't tag anyone. Tag yourself if you want :> Listening to: Leavin - Jesse Mcartney Feeling: hungry |
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