gibberish...
POSTED AT 10:02 PM

hottie_ice

Oh shoujo-love…. I’m so addicted. Shoujo I think is the Japanese term for boy-to-boy affection or something like that. It’s a fancy thing to know two gorgeous men come after each other, so obsessed, so hooked, and so good…to gawk upon. Not the gay types of course. They mate each other without losing their manliness, without being effeminate at all. Why the sudden interest of such? Is it the desire to watch Brokeback Mountain or telltales of my friend about Curious Play? Yeah, somewhat like that. ok to be continued...
Watching: PBB
Feeling: silly

guidelines
POSTED AT 03:10 PM

hottie_ice

If it is college we’re talking about, we really need to prepare for it.


***Your Career Type: Artistic***


You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for you are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.


What's Your Ideal Career?
http://www.blogthings.com/idealcareerquiz/

*~*~*


***Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking***


You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.
You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language


What Should You Major In?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoumajorinquiz/

Is it?

Watching: Foster's home for imaginary friends
Feeling: Lazzzzzy

jusq po...
POSTED AT 11:18 PM

hottie_ice

Jusq ang daming problema. Sabay-sabay. Wala namang lunas. Wala akong magawa. Ayoko na.
Listening to: I
Feeling: damned

Ending remarks
POSTED AT 08:09 PM

hottie_ice

Third Quarter is nearing its end So much happened mere words cannot express them.

If ever I miss something from it, maybe I just go over what is written below:


Date written: September 25, 2005

~A rundown of my daily occurrences—a typical routine. This is what will happen when laziness and hunger for fun collide.

My everyday life…in school

Morning, forever in a bad mood. It can be one of these reasons:

-Tinatamad pumasok
-Ayaw yung almusal
-bwiset na naman si Mommy
-Ayaw rin yung first subject
-Inaantok, nahihilo, at wala pa sa sarili

Basta di ko malaman, araw-araw na lang bad mood sa umaga. May phobia—phobia na…basta sikreto na yun.

Labo.

Chemistry- Madalas first subject. Ayoko sa subject na ‘to. Di exciting, boring at mahirap. Nonsense ang lahat,

Computer- di siya ganun ka saya ng inaakala ko. Pero aircon, Computer Lab ba naman. Yun lang talaga habol ko, Aircon. Sigh.

Recess- Kulang siya para sa kailangan kong gawin. Dito mo matutununan ang “value of time” and “Patience is a virtue”

Social Studies- ok lang naman. News Reporting, News File, Individual News Reporting…etc.

Pinoi- ay Filipino pala. Medyo boring, at ayoko yung mga panahon na pinag-uusapan namin yung lab lyf nung titser namin na kaduda-duda.

Geometry- mahirap gumalaw, mahirap magsalita, mahirap huminga, mahirap siya! Takteng subject na ‘to. Buti kung naipapasa ko siya, pero hindi talaga.

Lunch- Minsan masaya, minsan hindi. Depende sa kasama.

English- Ayos lang siya. NR na lang ako, kaysa okrayin ko rin.

CLE- As usual boring, pero I take advantage…

Uwian- Laging 2nd trip, bad trip! palaging iniiwan ng service. Sana may balak pa silang sunduin ako sa oras at hindi kung kailan pinag-iiwanan na rin ako ng panahon. Bwiset.

~So ito lang naman ang kwento ng buhay ko ngayong third year. Boring kung minsan, mahirap at minsan din, hindi ko mapigilan humanap ng saya o aliw. Nag-iisip na lang ako, di ko man makamit, umaasa pa ring mangyayari ito…

Di pa seryoso sa buhay. Nagagawa pang makipag-tsismisan buhat ng lahat na piligrong babalik. Hiling ko lan, Makita ko pa ang halaga nito, ng buhay ko…

~~~

Pero nagdaan ang maraming buwan, nag-iba ang takbo nang lahat. Minsan naeengayo rin akong pumasok, di na lang ako umaasa, nangyayari na. Ang dating nakakabagot na eksena sa klase, ngayon puro tawa na. May lakas ng loob na rin akong matulog sa klase, kumain at dumaldal buong araw. Sa saya, di ko na nakita kung saan talaga ako tutungo…




Listening to: So Sick
Feeling: Reminiscent

"The Art of Letting go"
POSTED AT 02:25 PM

hottie_ice

There is the art in it
There is a beauty within it
There is a need for it.


The title may sound familiar because it is actually a title of a song. So anyway…

I hate the fact that Third year is over. I will wake up one morning not preparing for it, without looking forward on the day ahead, because without it nothing is produced; it is nothing that I attain. One thing I like the most going to school is the experiences you get each and every minute of your time there. I like to be there for one thing: it can spare me from the boredom of home, and now its over and done for. Sure there IS always a next year…but in my case, you cannot fully assure me with that “next year”. Being a junior is a lot difficult than you think but the people, who constitute it, make it a whole lot better. Memories come and go, and I’ll miss all that is going. I feel somehow lonely merely thinking it. I hate it—letting go and…uh…simply everything. It inflicted me pain and hardships but it will remain as a scar in my memory—visible yet senseless. “This longing just burden me…I don’t want to transfer school. Please.”

Listening to: Ugly
Feeling: restless

Random thoughts...
POSTED AT 12:12 PM

hottie_ice

Below are evocative phrases expressing something that struck me, and the tongue that said it. And just to keep myself busy, I collected these simply everywhere, they’re all random but all are meaningful.


~My retrospect in life recalls to my view of many opportunities of good neglected. (Samuel Johnson)

~The underlying postulate was that knowledge is good and that those advance knowledge need no further justification for their existence. (Bertrand Russell)

~The virtue of art lies in detachment, sequestering one embarrassing variety. (Emerson)

~Those who are present do not realize why we have uttered one phrase instead of another or why we have preferred to be silent. (anonymous)

~The mind is not a book to be opened at will and examined at leisure, thoughts are not etched on the inside skulls, to be perused by any invader. (Professor Snape HP5)

~Sometimes, the only thing you need to shed your old role is a quick costume change. Remember, the only difference between the perpetually picked-on Peter Parker and the heroic, and well-loved Spider Man is a flashy red and blue suit. (Shiloah Matic)

Whatever written below means a lot to me:

~A sense of affirmation an answer to my questions, what is really about me that makes you turn away? (Kjwan)

~Indifference and neglect often do much more damage from outright dislike. (Dumbledore)

~Di ba pag nagdarasal tayo kung may inaasahan? Kung tunay na wala pag-asa, ang pagdarasal ay pagdaing lamang. (Maria Clara, NMT)

~I know I am beautiful because I am, not because someone told me so. My smile, my dimples, and my weird sense of humor don’t magically become noteworthy just because someone else notices. I know my worth. (Sabina Tomas)

~Kung kaagaw ko sila…paano na kaya? (Kamikaze)

~Sayo lang umiikot ang mundo ko, binabahayan pa ng iba. (anonymous)

~Maninibago ako, isang araw gigising ako, di na kita makikita. (Bianca Gonzales)

~Whatever tomorrow brings I’ll be there. (Incubus)

~The last chapter in my story. My thoughts, they kept floating up, and then slipping through my fingers. Slipping away before I could pin them down with words. (Tidus FFX)

~If life gets too tough, throw into god mode and keep kickin' butt. (Cory Rouse, Cheat)



Listening to: Chicksilog
Feeling: pensive

Necessities
POSTED AT 07:18 PM

hottie_ice

I have to consider this: Preparation for college is NECESSARY. A situation that is like “now or never.”



I had to close the prolonging argument between my parents and me. Much as I wanted to take these review classes for college, guess I can’t. Let’s say more than half in my batch will take classes. I’ll be contented even if it is the cheapest one around. Unfortunately I cannot force what I planned for myself. Are there any classes will offer a free one? I guess there’s none.

Look, having these review classes is not a must nor it’s required but it’s the only one that’s a surefire success in taking college entrance exams. And in my case, having options in terms of school is somewhat crucial. I do believe having review classes is making your chances big on your preferred school and course.

…But on second thoughts, without it though, I could make summer the most out of it. Besides I’m so happy with my sleeping and or hibernating routine for the two months of vacation, having to attend one will just disrupt that routine. I am lazy to have one. I don’t think it will make my life any better, my parents will be glad not to have it. Perhaps I’ll just have to be really prepared for it and focus on whatever path I’ll be taking. I thought of these review classes because majority of my batch mates will have one, I am that influenced but I beg to differ.

Reading: Job source book
Feeling: worked out