Entries for February, 2006
February 4th, 2006
Sportsfest '05-06'... POSTED AT 08:23 PM Mga pic na nakuhanan ko...(di ko na ma-upload yng iba eh) anyway...  Pinaghirapan yan ng ottilia, it pays off naman eh...  Group pic #1.. c anna, ako!, lindo, karen... (Parang gusto kong i-edit ha..  ) Saya! Picture lng ng picture!  ~~~ -Kinampihan talaga namin ang red team, kumampi sila kahit papaano. Nung awarding na lang sila nanahimik. Ang patunay na magkakampi kami ng red team eh yung sabay kaming mag-practice ng kickball. Kung tuusin iisa lang ang coach ng red at blue ng kickball. Iisa lang ang nagtuturo samin. Itinuro pa nga nila sa amin ang ilang techniques, di naman nila gagawin yun kung di sila kampi samin. At kung di man sila kampi samin, sana tumutol na sila dun sa combination cheer. Ang Lioba at Ottilia, klaro ko lang, matagal nang united yan--di man lahat. -Nakakaasar talaga yung referee nung laro nung kickball, biruin mo umiiral ang pagka-bias. Dapat nga disqualified na yellow team dun sa laban, kasi di na sila sumipot, kesho injured ang team captain, kesho kulang na sila....eh ano!!! Kasalanan na nila yun, dapat panalo na kami. Pinagbigyan pa sila the next day. KITANG-KITA, parang walang audience...out yun, pero di kinonsider. Parang walang score na natamo pagnakaka-home yung team namin. Nakasaad sa rule book: at least 3-5 innings per game. Pero ilan lang?! Isa o dalawa lang. May pag-asa pa sana kaming humabol kung maraming pang innings, kahit dinadaya na kami. Ultimong si Ms. De Ocampo nag-reklamo na sa referee, pero di siya pinakinggan nito. Mga players ng kickball nag-protesta pati audience isinigaw ang mga himutok, may nag-iyakan, pero...walang nagawa. Ganun din sa red, 2 out of 6? Nakailang bilang na ako sa home ng red pero bakit 2 palang ang score? Kaya 'we demand a rematch!' Kaya ganun na lang ang galit namin sa yellow. At yung yellow mga backstabbers, sumisigaw sila nang "Blue Sardines" nung nakalayo na ako, akala nila di ko maririnig. Naalala ko pa nga yung mismong pagmumukha nila, pati batch: mga 2nd year. Yung green naman panay parinig sa min, di daw kami marunong maglaro? Madaya pa kami. Sino ba naman ang papayag nun. Naka jersey pa naman kayo, may apelyido niyo pa. Tiyak na matatandaan namin, kahit mga anino niyo. -Nung huli, umiiyak ang red team, kasi pareho kami nang sinapit. Wala ganun talaga eh. Yung dismissal nga eh galit pa rin yung ka-teamates ko sa yellow. Sabi ko, tapos na naman yun. Pero ayaw magpaawat... -Masaya siya, nakakapagod. Masama man loob namin eh ok lang. Sabi nga sa lyrics ng yell namin: "Manalo, matalo ay ok lang sa amin, ganyan kung maglaro ang Blue Dolphins...." 
Listening to: Mang Jose Feeling: naughty 3 gave a damn
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February 9th, 2006
Pictures galore... POSTED AT 04:33 PM  Ang kickball team ng blue..yeah..todo posing...  ay...ilong ko lang ang kita...  w/ Ms.De Ocampo...[lahat cla sa iba nkatingin  ] ayos ha!  ok macky, this is your moment   macky again, having her ultimate speech...  Tsk! ang gulo... ~~~ Feast Day ng st. scho ngayon,,,half-day...grabe sobrang boring...anyway..g2g Listening to: Blue Moon Feeling: lonely |
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February 10th, 2006
sayang lang... POSTED AT 09:56 PM Sayang lang talaga...ang daming "events" na magaganap pero ni isa wala akong madadaluhan... Here are some of them and the reason why I can't come: Variety Show - like its tomorrow already, I don't have a ticket and I don't have company to be with, of course I can't go there by myself. I am so sorry to the person who invited me to be there, I will not see your band playing nor see you all again. lovapalooza - ok, "everybody is gonna be there" and I can't. First, it’s a school day and second, I know its really the perfect event or a big event rather, to celebrate V-day but there's no way I go kissing somebody else. UP Fair - it’s a miracle I'd be here. Once again I’ll be missing it. Too bad, grave bad… WWE Live in Manila – I once said: I’ll risk everything just to be here. And yes, I am still willing—though silly for me to say, heck I am serious. Money, that's all it takes. If I have money, I can surely come. Ok, the seats way, way faraway in the back cost P400+ already, and in that distance you can hardly get a glimpse out of anything. Imagine the crowd and all. I told my dad I wanted to go, and he said he doesn’t have the money, I was thinking, what if he had? Will it be possible? Oh god, I hope it’s televised! Live! What a tiny prison I have…I really want to go… Watching: MTV Feeling: aggravated |
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February 14th, 2006
V-day? POSTED AT 09:48 PM ~Ang korni namang V-day ito …tsk..sabagay may pasok kc…wala siyang kadating-dating ngayon, di ko nga ma-feel manlang. ~Nakaka-badtrip si Cruz kanina, yung chem.mismo nakakainis! Napakawalang kwenta. Nahilo lang ako kanina sa lesson. ~Buti naman di na ako bad mood ngayon,,,kc kahapon tinopak na naman ako, pinagalitan, nagalit at nabaliw. ~Takteng report card, magpakita ka! ~Isa pa toh,,,wala kaming cd writer kaya, di ako pwedeng mag-lagay ng kung anu-ano sa cd! Haaay…. ~Wala akong msabeh…ang boring lang talaga Bukas na lang ako mag-uupdate… Reading: A Piece of Parchment Listening to: Close to You Feeling: Sympathetically bored |
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February 25th, 2006
...my challenge... POSTED AT 07:23 PM My friend dared me to write an entry alternating languages English and Tagalog in one theme. And I obliged. ~Do you think when I auditioned in PBB’s Teen Edition, is there really a probability that “I can be chosen as a housemate?” I mean, is there really a chance? …nasa tamang edad na naman ako di ba? Ba’t di ko subukan… Look, If I knew I don’t have chance, I won’t be auditioning at all…but when I did… MALAY MO DI BA? Suwertehin pa ko…makatsamba pa…. which I am avidly praying— hoping—expecting for. Grabe lang,,,grabe ako umasa. My parents aren’t supportive. They’re 100% anti-PBB. Di ko naman malaman kung bakit, grabe manghusga, eh di naman sila nanonood nito pero bigla na lang sasabihing: “Wala akong nakikitang maganda sa palabas na yan” eh ano ngayon?! Edi wag kayong manood!!! They have the right to say that, but they never have the right to forbid us from watching. Pano kung ako na ang nandun, manood kaya sila? Well…they don’t have say in it. Gagawin ko na ulit ang lahat makamit ko lang… Even if others will think I’m insane. Kasi, di man ako matanggap… at least I knew I did try. Marami nagsasabing, subukan ko daw.. but the odds are…well ok , I can’t even go for audition. My parents said “yes” …you can, but they gave a kind of reply like its that ok but has: “bahala ka”[impossible naman] —in between the lines. If they just knew how risky it is. Senyales na desperado talaga ako, pero sana di na ito pinamumukha sa kin, pa. What if I just “dream” of being there…watch and forever be a fan. Ponder it,,, and think how unpromising and lame life can be, if I have to be the one who’s always adoring everything I came by but never had the chance to be adored. May pag-asa pa ba talaga, o nagsasayang lang ako nang oras sa pag-dedelubyo? So what about it? What about my imaginings so vivid and true yet so fantastical and inexistent? I thought of this as if they’re going to happen…only to know… Na hanggang pangarap lang talaga ako. Mananatiling pantasya lamang ang lahat. It’s hard to think about it. Not now. Reading: What Left Undone Feeling: placid |
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