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Entries for January, 2006

January 14th, 2006

bagotilyo
POSTED AT 02:23 PM

Ang hirap ng napag-iiwanan ng panahon…ang hirap ng alang update….heto nabagot at pinagdiskitahan ang mga survey sa friendster.

2005 Aftermath

1. Last 5 places you went at the end of 2005

~outskirts of Manila
~Luneta
~Greenhills
~Villa Escudero
~Computer shop


2. Are happy at the end of 2005?
~super!

3.How did you spend the holidays?
~nag-RO day and night, kumain ng tsokolate, nag-tour sa Manila, nanood ng sandamakmak na DVD..

4.New faces of 2005?
~mga pinsan kong kano, na ngayon ko lng nasilayan

5.Best gift this Christmas?
~a Digicam! Finally!

6. Best part of the Holidays?
~Nationwide shopping/tour/gala

7.Unforgettable event of 2005
~Summer classes

8.Fave movie?
~The Goblet of Fire

9.Fave food?
~Sky Flakes!

10.Fave song?
~dame eh..

11. If you could go back in time to any moment of
2005 and change it, what is it?
- uhh..first quarter exams..para naman makapasa ako..!

12. Are you happy with it?
~not really,

13.Describe the year in one word
~Fleeting.

14.New Year’s Resolutions?
~None. A little adjustment will do.

15. What are your plans this 2006?
~uhh..read lots of books



Heto pa mga tanong…survey…

1. What have you been doing this week?
>Tumawa. Mag-aral. Mag-puyat

2. How do you feel at this moment?
>Unhappy. Due to the exams..

3. What are you listening to right now ?
>With a smile-South Border

4. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right
now ?
> “take my hand…baby don’t be scared..”

5. Describe where you are right now ?
>sa tapat ng computer

6. What is your highlight of the week ?
>ewan ko na..nung Tuesday…

7. What are you craving to have right now ?
>Company.

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
> cant remember…

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?
> I was bullied all the time

10. What are your nicknames ?
> None. They all call me with my first name.

11. Your plans for tomorrow ?
> I’m going back to Jhocson, for sure…

12. Your two plans for today ?
> Eat and read

13. Are you thinking of someone right now ?
> yup. And they are many of them

14. Do you party ?
> dead kid lng ang hinde

15. Do you like twins ?
> whatever…

16. Fill in the blank "I am ..
>…fired!

18. Say anything you like to whoever is reading
>Thanks for reading.


19. Are you feeling hungry ?
>nope.


20. Who do you miss right now ?
> lotz

21. Last friend you saw online ?
> ysh of course

22. Are you in love?
> ...........with my computer?

23. What do you like about night ?
> Tahimik. Walang epal. Tulog lahat.

24.If you were in a farm, what do you want to
see ?
>uhh..Voldemort..haha

25. Last person who gave a testimonial to you ?
> Avery

26. Did you like it ?
>Sobra! You should read it. The best testimonial yet.

27. Do you play an instrument ?
Ø Noh…

28. What song did u last hear ?
> My Humps…

...

Katatapos lang ng exams,,, ewan ko kung ano pa kalabasan nun,,,ok lang sana grade ko…ang hirap nung Trigo, actually lahat. Gud Luck tlaga sa kin…









Reading: HP5
Feeling: worried


January 15th, 2006

NOHH!!
POSTED AT 03:29 PM

Oh no...I deleted all the pictures in the digicam, and those are not yet saved in the computer... now they're gone...
Feeling: extremely regretful


January 16th, 2006

Musings I
POSTED AT 05:29 PM

I’m happy with what I’ve experienced, but it doesn’t mean I’m that contented with it. It seems that my blog does not reflect what happened to me for the past crappy months. Things changed to worse. Nothing was produced and no good memories to keep. But the apathy remains—the blog says it, nothing has changed, along with the color purple background that signifies apathy itself…

Now the new Year has faced me with expressions of surfeit sadness, moments in predicaments, mood of forlorn, like a gesture of a mundane life spent in torment and force.

...

I once found my laughing place. It was when I drift from reality, surround myself with people who doesn’t care about the drudgeries of life; who leave everything to the world and go for the sake of happiness. But still, it was short-lived.

“Follow you bliss” --but be sure you are prepared. It’s hard to be dumb on something that lies ahead. So I guess this line is what should I be saying after all: “I still never know, who I will…run into next.”

Listening to: stickwitu
Feeling: worried


January 24th, 2006

no classes
POSTED AT 04:30 PM

So I made a new layout, although it is crammed up and all.

 I decided to bring back the calendar and the cursor since I can’t think much of other alternative. The links… are a little messed up and I don’t know why. “It has error on page” and I guess I need to figure out what it is. –And finish the heck out of it.

No classes for today: Super relief!

     


Watching: Raw live
Feeling: working


January 26th, 2006

Musings II
POSTED AT 07:43 PM

If a “boggart” appeared in front of me…it would transform to a paper—My report card. Indicating I failed on this particular subject. That’s it, my greatest woe, and my fear.

It’s the worst thing could happen. Why? First: I’ll be attending summer classes again, means no vacation for me. [Again] Secondly: I’ll be booted out from my current school. And I don’t want that to happen! I only spend 2 years there and that time is too short. My stay there will be useless…if that happens, which I really HOPE not.

Sure it takes time to settle this; every minute of my waking moment adds up misery just the mere thought of it. My Dad gave his words: “Do you want that to happen?” Is there any pride still left in you?” “ Because it’s a real shame” And so I agree. I can’t help my self either, other’s support were pointless. There was no progress in my grade, chances of me passing, is maybe slim or maybe so desperate that it is impossible.

I may give this “involuntary smile” or laugh all the way but behind those are intense dismay—hopelessness even. I’m just doing it while I still can.

My prayers were not heeded at all, my staggering efforts were futile and weeks of anxiety just lead me closer to the end.

Listening to: Narda


January 30th, 2006

Weekends...
POSTED AT 07:41 PM

Much of this weekend was spent fooling around, having crazy fandoms over my past interests, and on those petty pursuits of mine.

“Oh Imari, you need to PASS Trigonometry this time…study now or die in failure.” my conscience said.

I did have-more-than-enough time to do so, yet I wasted it on stuffs and suppressing a variety of abnormal emotions. Even, I painstakingly thought of the ill-fated occurrences of mine, like: failing a quiz or two…or the fact Mrs. De Dios deliberately ditch me out of the kickball team, with insignificant proofs, that is. [I think so]

I should study…It’s very crucial…scary at the same time.

Sure, I could always copy answers from my seatmate, don’t you think it’s a little obvious? Our scores were always the same, so do the answers of course—give and get, that the process of it. In which it point out that studying is not a necessity. And January is almost over, means that our dear officers will jumble us altogether for new arrangement--unbiased or not.

I have to end this now, got a lot of thorough studying to do.


Listening to: Close to you
Feeling: stressed


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