...uh..?
POSTED AT 06:22 PM

hottie_ice

Tomorrow is another day for MC fair, and I’m so pressured if I’m coming or not. What I am really after is the variety show, besides for all I think it’s the best part of it. The problem is: I have no company when I will arrive there, I don’t think people will recognize me after three years I set off that school. I don’t want to look like a lone-freak mingling with the crowd by myself having no purpose. I hope people are happy to see me…again.

I miss my school, I miss their institutions, I miss everything. All I want is to be there. I want to go back--to have fun and all.

I’ll settle this; my friends may have forgotten me, in that I am having difficulty with. Afraid of no one welcoming me and having no one to be with. I’m done for, but I’ll try my best.

Listening to: Hang up
Feeling: pressured

Lost possessions
POSTED AT 08:01 PM

hottie_ice

~I may have $30 in my pocket, but just earlier I lost 30 pesos because of the stupidity of others. It’s not my fault, if that man weren’t too old to distinguish 6 from 0. That idiotic scum, he won’t live any longer.

~Two 20 pesos bill evaporate in my pocket, for I-don’t-know-why-how reason.

~My 14k white silver fleury cross pendant.

~I borrowed shorts from my cousin, and I didn’t knew its pocket got a hole in it, I put my 500 worth of spare change—you know what will happen next, the money had gone before I lay my hands on the pocket.

How unlucky I was to lose these things. Dammit!

Reading: Creativity
Feeling: forsaken

thoughts...
POSTED AT 05:33 PM

hottie_ice

I’m going to be16…oh gosh I’m old.

I suppose to write something about my day earlier CLE class, but I failed to so, due to some ugly circumstances. Well then…I just hope I can be happy, that’s all I want. Just a few hours before tomorrow...

...and yet I don't how to celebrate it



Listening to: para sayo
Watching: Fosters home for imaginary friends
Feeling: depressed

B-day
POSTED AT 05:44 PM

hottie_ice

The whole day can be mine. There is reason to ALL my wishes to be granted. And my blog is too spacious for a limited set of wishes. I wish for almost anything, even the impossible ones. Much as I want to say it all, I wouldn’t--to certain extent. I think it’s too personal…

What a merry day…


Reading: Lesbianism
Feeling: sympathetic

Major sabotage
POSTED AT 08:54 PM

hottie_ice

A sense of equality, an answer to our question, what is it really about us that drives others to sabotage us?

Are we too good for you?

Are you that desperate to win to make us look stupid?

Or are you afraid to look like losers?

I hope all answers are no. But there is one particular person who furtively practices her bad intentions over us. Inflicting harm to lift their selves up. And in the end, we are the one who look like immoral. This is a long story actually, a display of spiteful acts, and a long process to decline our credibility. All is well, suppose to be, that is. If someone didn’t do anything foul. What a pity.

Listening to: Much has been said
Feeling: strained

Cramming
POSTED AT 04:47 PM

hottie_ice

What a relief, its Christmas break. Tight week it was for me, and glad that was over…well for the meantime.

This whole week was merely a nightmare. I don’t even know why I came to this point just to cope up with studies and schoolwork. To the point that I don’t even eat recess just to finish my homework, to the point that my normal sleeping hour was 2 am, and I have to wake up at around 6. I also have to sacrifice a subject or two for an accidental snooze during classes and a bunch of ass kicking lessons--to think of it I experience that for the whole week, and it was brutal.

…And yet I’m still failing.

Good thing I’ve survived, but it’s not over, I’m not done as of yet. Yes its vacation already, but heck it’s loaded with school stuff. Having the exam next year is just prolonging my agony. I wish this were over. I’m tired.

Reading: Stardust
Listening to: My humps
Feeling: exhausted

100th entry
POSTED AT 10:58 AM

hottie_ice

My 100th entry full of trash...

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Ai S**t...

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog. You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head. Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent. You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

I don't think so...

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

Oh really? I was ask to speak french during social studies class and I mess up. Not true, it is
Reading: Survival Guide: College
Listening to: Stay real
Feeling: blah

Aches
POSTED AT 03:42 PM

hottie_ice

My right trapezius muscle is burning in pain. It made an impact to another shoulder. I can still feel it bump into mine, if they didn’t push me so hard, that I end up clashing in someone’s bone and wincing in such pain. And I’ve got a new set of bruises-- thankyouverymuch


Ang lungkot ng araw na 'to. Sana matapos na. Ang hirap kalimutan ang mga pangyayari kanina. Sana bukas na talaga.

Watching: South Park
Feeling: hurt

Its X-mas time!
POSTED AT 01:39 PM

hottie_ice

I have no idea how to celebrate this season,,,maybe this could help me out...


Congratulations, you're actually going to have a
great time this Christmas! Good for you!


What Are You Going To Do This Christmas?
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Well..Happy Holidays!!


Reading: Stardust
Feeling: hopeful