Entries for October, 2005
October 3rd, 2005
Lackluster POSTED AT 06:09 PM I’ve faced this question a million times, and it tortures me. I cannot answer. The first time this was asked, I want to invent a talent that is credible enough for the others to believe, for so at least take my pride up, but it did no good to me. This question often misleads, to a point I will generate intricate perceptions. So I came to ask myself now: Why, at this age, endowment is still lacking within in me? Are there not enough time to mold such? Or I’m predestined to be? … What are your talents? I had face this query again, some months ago, and did I not utter a word, I failed. Minutes after this was raised I want to say—I can hardly distinguish what there are, but isn’t it passion is a lot stronger constituent of a person than those mere skill you are expecting of? Why not ask me how am I devoted to do to such? Why judge me with my talent, when it is least needed.? Well, I just hope they will not measure me by my paper, because I’m more than that. *~*~* So enough with my sentiments, I would rather talk ‘bout that in latter part of my life. I just want to stress out with the activity earlier in guidance class. I wanted to cry, but instead I’m laughing, I want to say another than what I’ve said earlier, but I’ve said a thing not really connected to me. Clearly, I am not honest with myself. Truth really hurts. But one of my classmates stated something that I won’t believe to death. Yes, it’s hard to take reality but it’s easy to tell a lie. ^^^ In the happier side of me… no homework! Maybe one, I think. Is that happy? Resumes editing… Reading: Noli Me Tangere Listening to: Don't lie Feeling: uninspired critique
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October 6th, 2005
Nakakahiya... POSTED AT 05:56 PM Grabe…nakakasar, dapat bukas puro program na lang, wala nang klase,,,linisyak! Kala ko pa naman eh makakatakas ako sa Geom, pero walang patawad ang tadhana. Nakakabano ang mga eksenang ganito. Parusa ang iskwela. ?@#$%&!!! Ang daming epal sa mundo, ang daming feeling, ang daming papansin at ang daming desperado. Uwian: Masaya sana. Yun nga lang may mga “choo-choo” sa paligid. Pahamak, yan ang lagi kong kinakaharap lalo na pag-uwian. Ang laki na gulong pinapasok ko,tumambay lang ako sa Gate 3 o dumaan sa SICC. Ang malas. Mas maiging umuwi na lang ako ng maaga, iwas sa piligro, yun ay kung may balak pa kong sunduin ng service ko ng nasa oras. Bastos… Ang Noli Me Tangere…kagana-ganang pag-aralan, pero ayokong maging laman nito. Muntik na kong maging si Maria Clara, ok sana, ngunit napakalayo sa katinuan ang kanyang katipan. Ayokong gumanap. Sobrang naalibadbaran ako.  Hayaan na nga natin, mag-aaral na lang ako.  Reading: Agenda 101 Feeling: deeply humiliated |
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October 13th, 2005
Out of Order POSTED AT 06:40 PM It will take me sometime to change this one. I’m so not into default. And you might be asking: does the one whom posses this blog has less knowledge on HTML? Damn no. I’ve been SIGNIFICALLY modifying it, but as I’ve said—it is forsaken. Well instead of prattling, I’ll work on it.  Listening to: Unbreakable Feeling: infuriated |
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October 23rd, 2005
Grafiti POSTED AT 01:18 AM  "Best nominated actress" (kuno)  Caption: "It's only a farewell kiss, it doesn't taste so good anyway"  "Fits well" 
Reading: Book 4 Listening to: First Feeling: lethargic |
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October 25th, 2005
Shit happens POSTED AT 07:26 PM ~I mess my exams all up. I wonder what would my score be,,, I may not able to handle it. ~Now it comes to a point that I have to evaluate my writing. Isn’t it so frustrating you write and write but nobody acknowledge? I muster an effort to write a good one but in the end I’m the only one that benefited. It’s like cracking yourself up. Guess I write for myself. And I think that statement is so pointless. Sem-break na nga pala...wala lang... Feeling: nerdy |
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October 30th, 2005
Power of sticks POSTED AT 09:59 PM [img:708714] ---  ------  [uhh..anyway.. to be continued
Feeling: artistic |
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