No (more) summer
POSTED AT 01:52 PM

hottie_ice

 Not much of great achievements this time. I can’t say I did enjoy –no good has happened.

Summer was downright boring, a letdown, a motive-drainer and so on.

Now it’s almost over, I’ll just mourn over a wasted time. Who’s to know what might have been leaving behind, chances and life.

Yeah I slack off. Fate is that cruel and the drawbacks are elusive.

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Gotta prepare for the incoming year. Who knows its bad as hell. Here comes the drastic times...

Reading: The Realm of Possibilities
Listening to: Mata
Feeling: cynical

High
POSTED AT 04:07 PM

hottie_ice

Don’t ask me the reasons, but I like words with high on its beginning. Like:

HighPriest

Highroad

High school?

Highbridge

Highway

High-speed

High-priority

High blood pressure (haha!)

High-class

High Court

High-grade

High life

High-handed

High-ranking

High profile

Highness

High tide

High placeIf I was to define the word, I would define it as: High n. (hí)—great, above any, advanced..etc.Does it sound awesome?! For me it is. I consider the liking on its sublime-ness.
Listening to: Halleluiah...
Feeling: weird

Major debacles
POSTED AT 05:56 PM

hottie_ice

So much for being a writer...I could cry for the sheer embarrassment, but I can't. It's just indicating I'm weak. I don't let those flamboyant people get in my way. To pass or to not, who cares?

(No wonder they suck)

I had to focus on my academics too,,, I prefer to have good grades than to work drastically on that club.

...better yet get enough with it.

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RO fandom is fading. Not that it's getting obsolete nor other games are competing with it but...I really want to go to World Trade for the RPC finals so badly. So bad that I have to lie to my parents, but I won't attempt another stupidity.

I knew I can't go from te start, but why am I still hoping?  

I planned on quitting too, a lot of money was wasted and it had to stop.

~Gusto ko talagang pumunta, nakakaiyak ang katotohanan na ala naman akong pag-asa, di naman dapat ako naglalaro niyan. At kasabay nito ang pagmukhang tanga, na pinoproblema pa ito. Ala naman talaga akong dahilan kung bakit ko gusto, basta gusto ko lang.

Wala naman ata talaga akong gusto na nasusunod.

And I miss the game itself.

Listening to: with a smile-eraserheads
Feeling: tragedic