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Entries for November, 2004

November 4th, 2004

Misfortunes
POSTED AT 05:27 PM

Wednesday, Nov.3 another interview of Dice and K9 on campus radio 97.1 10 am in the morning,,, Gee... I love hanging with those guys for the second time, hearing the heavenly speaking voices of Dice & K9 and laughing myself out because of their...sensible and tolerable humor... but unfortunately we have classes on that day...argh! While other schools have their vacation up until November 8.

Sometimes I hate my school, for some reason I’d like to break the rules for they our so damn strict... Implementing rules in senseless reasons. I even have the guts to abstain myself from school three days earlier than anyone else,,, because they give off break late...

For once I thought, rules are better broken... at least break them once in your lifetime. You want your freedom, then break the rules...

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Some week ago we had lost our GameBoyAdvance... and I suspect those pathetic little kids in the province stole it... They are very desperate to have that kind of technology that they stole our belongings... I demand an immediate retrieval of that plaything because it is expensive!
That stolen thing just include a full-colored and functional Gameboy, two fully charge rechargeable batteries and a disk consist of 101 games. Nice package huh...

Bring those back to us you bunch of kleptos..! or for second thought just let karma do the rest...

Reading: A Prologue of Love
Listening to: contajuz-dice&k9
Feeling: frustrated


November 7th, 2004

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POSTED AT 06:40 PM




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Reading: A walk to remember
Listening to: luv ko' toh


November 17th, 2004

Bad templating
POSTED AT 08:17 PM

I was thinking, if I will add another entry on this blog, because if I did it will just disrupt the whole part since I’m generating HTML on this. I cant change the layout, cause I think the capability of malfunctioning will more like to react than good organization. I did, I use pure HTML document and the result was...Let us say topsy turvy? I mean I didn’t create such that will result to a maze.
The tagboard is upside down, the marquee are uncontrollable causing traffic all over and my entries appears in no direction, it was disseminated or some sort of that. And instead of seeing well-divided navigation an error message was indicated below “ Done but errors on page”... Magulo na may kulang pa
I mean time to change, It’s so white, simple...not much of a twist that is now obsolete for now I think. No matter how I attempt to change it turns out I really can’t.
<-- for space...
Reading: celibacy and single blessedness
Listening to: jeepney


November 20th, 2004

No update
POSTED AT 05:41 PM

palagi naman eh...

pano kasi nakakatamad na, wala namang maisulat dahil puro kamalasan naman talaga ang nangyayari sa kin

...nakaksawa...nakakapagod...nakakbagot...

hindi na nagbago...

~~~
anyway, malapit na mag-dance---party sa school at wala akong balak pumunta...
pano ba naman kasi...basta, dun sa mga schoolmates ko dyan alam niyo na kung bakit...
Reading: Art of writing
Listening to: Harana
Feeling: tamad eh


November 27th, 2004

My existence...
POSTED AT 03:20 PM as a favorite post

I may not be the brightest student in class nor the pride of the family. Some hated to be different but being normal isn’t too good to bear. I did not like myself created with no talent at all, assuming some but also led to failure.

I’m useless ...not benefiting of oneself. Exerting effort but no one did acknowledge.
Why do I exist, if I cant do anything useful? What is my role in this universe?

I can’t do what I want because of my limitation and shortcomings. I aint gifted...just a devoid person will always be...
Great opportunity didn’t even care to linger my fingers and if it did I don’t grab it, I waste it, for so much chance came to my life I didn’t even care such.

I did everything I can but I could not excel.
I’m not something to be proud of. I want to stand out but I was pushed down.
Envy and hopelessness mingled as it dwell on me.
Pitiful being...

Dismay...vague...remorse

Everything was deleted as my existence turned exile through infinite darkness.
I felt empty, all I wanted was, unique gift of oneself

Why is it so scarce?
I aint contented of my being for I can’t do nothing but live in distraught.

I need to overcome...Hear me calling...
Reading: Reincarnation of Gods
Listening to: Misterio
Feeling: melancholy


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