Entries for September, 2004
September 1st, 2004
A Typical Day POSTED AT 05:52 PM  So boring...Its just that last few days, lot of thouhgts popping in my mind, now they...*poof* gone. I'm so dumb, Now I'm scratching my head. I got to many stories (not books) to read... I'm tired already with this things... A not so good just happened, I left my other bag on gate 7, wish I could find them.  stupid life!How I wish I'm on other person's shoes to live a different lifestyle than mine...How I wish also to be more dilligent and quit procastination as my lifelong habit..argh! a hate my laziness. How I wish I have better grades than ever...Algebra is making me so sick...seeing all that infinite numbers and variables on the board making my brain an endless abyss...  Weird day... Tomorrow..it will be worse..a lot of worse. I'll just pray I'll end up facing the sun with a smile.  Damned Life!! 
Reading: Guildmistress Feeling: uhm...indifferent critique
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September 2nd, 2004
All down POSTED AT 06:05 PM hay..ang daming gagawin! ang bagal pa nung computer namin, ulyanin na ata, hina ng memory... nakakahilo tong Java Script at HTML na ito, sabi ng iba wag ko na daw pag aralan madali naman daw...pano kasi sa kanila kinikopya ang HTML.. eh gusto ko kasi customized ko... (parang may alam hehe... )  All down today...including my thouhgts...my homework..internet server...my voice...ehk...ack...ehem...pao..o..s...chaos server...(as always)...ragnaboards...argh! madami pa kong kailangan gawin!!...gumana kayo....the sun...(ang hilig sa sun) uhm....good day=good mood...ahek 
Reading: Harry Potter Goblet of Fire Listening to: Gising na-Parokya ni Edgar Feeling: full healed |
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September 3rd, 2004
...Ehem...* POSTED AT 09:06 PM  Another devastating award, Our team-Green team, came the overall Champion on the Sportsfest...  After school, I use to spend my afternoon struggling under the blazing sun, fighting over my empty and growling stomach and ignoring my body’s mourn covered with bruises...well anyway, the point is- sometimes practice cannot be the source to perfection but the pain you’ve encountered counts most...We won... Lastly, 3rd place on the Cleanliness Drive. Even if it was a tie on the other classes, its ok. (Clapping...) Let’s celebrate...We deserve a well-baked cake  Just sharing....hehe 
Reading: Out of the Dust Listening to: Namida No Hurricane Feeling: rewarded |
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September 7th, 2004
Grades... POSTED AT 06:13 PM Earlier was the distribution of the Report Cards...think I’m intimidated? Well not, but a bit... Think that I’m scared to show them off to my parents?  Yes, I do have, uhm...well not-so-good grades, for maybe more than one subject, especially A* Algebra, for sure.And think I’ll be grounded? Nope, cause my parents don’t know what “grounded” means anyway, so why bother?  And thank God for this time, for you all know, when you didn’t pay for the previous month tuition fee, automatically the school wont just give your card yet, therefore I didn’t receive my card this day cause were not yet paid as always. No need to worry, well for this limited time only. Next quarter I hope they will be surprised for a big change, on my raw scores...in the card. I knew I could do better, but I cant guarantee my parents for perfection...I’m no genius. I’m laying all my efforts this time, and wish for a complete transformation of my aura...to pursue change and improvements I’m just too lazy to study, but some said I’m smart, probably not, talking about heredity, my parents are average people...so expect less, so...so am I. They expect something good from me but I can’t expect any from them. How unfair, really... Let us just pray for wisdom and guidance... Resumes editing... Reading: Purpose for Driven Life Listening to: My place Feeling: apathetic |
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September 14th, 2004
Urgh... POSTED AT 05:18 PM School may be cool, but not always. It is obvious by now, I did have a bad day...again in school Well for this I’d blame it to myself... I came to school prepared...honestly, no problem with that Even if going to school is such a heavy burden, but still I’m willing to attend classes and make my grades, it is not easy you know. I’m often astonished by how things flow in my present school...obviously I’m a new student and I’m clueless. I expect people that they will be inconsiderable since I’m not in my freshmen year anymore, but still it is unfair. Come to think of it, who makes my learning process such unpleasant ambiance to me? Well it could be one of them: 1. Fellow classmates who are to ambitious to get high grades and prioritize unnecessary studies so much, that it came to the point that they yield such obnoxious attitudes. It is just annoying... 2. Stress, pressure...some sort of that...get the point. 3. Teacher/s who lack sense of judgment who criticize student in some ways that is simply unbearable But most of all I want to stress about teachers or a teacher rather only...for now. ... ... Early this morning I have an unpleasant experience... This teacher of mine who happens to my teacher in our first period talaga naman... I mean is “Ang aga-aga namemeste na! Nagpaparinig pa dun as mga ibang istudyante at walang duda kami o ako lang mismo ang pinariringan niya, Pinapatamaan ang iba sa amin... Pinahiya niya ako...sana alam niya di ba?” It happens when she was distributing our past written activity, She gave it to us by class number...and it is my class number she was about to call, I did stand of course but she didn’t gave any paper to me, I was standing right in front of her, giving me a puzzled look, out of the embarrassment I just sat down back to my seat. It was humiliating really; I was right in front of the class standing over nothing. I was unalarmed, wasn’t reminded. The submission of that crap is a day which I am absent so, how could I pass that? And all I thought that it was the recent seatwork, that’s why I stand up; She just started giving the papers without saying anything. And it was early in the morning, worth ruining my day. And oh by the way her class is boring and uninteresting, mind her. Such imbecile, why bother tolerating her? 
Listening to: Bring Me to Life Feeling: impatient |
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September 22nd, 2004
LAG!! POSTED AT 05:01 PM So much to that...  It’s the Ragnarok craze, its so popular nowadays...And much for you to know I hate it when people goes overly crazy about it, I don’t know why, I mean people just cant hide their obsession unto something... I admit I’m selfish but...Anyway, I really don’t mind it now. I’ve already erased it in my assets and still endure my tranquility in the back of my head cause of sudden irritation of unnecessary things... That RO mania is going big then to devastating and to avoid Lags I didn’t play online and computer rentals are always full, for Odin’s sake *sigh* I’m not updated and ragnaboards is down. I just went to sleep and it’s the best. I don’t want RO in such exposure like abs-cbn is doing. Exposing it too much viewing RO animation every now and then. (I’m just setting my opinions and point of view I hope no violent reactions will come after this) It will be better if it will just remain an online game, just a game and its up for the hungry-gamers to sniff it in, and drool over it. I know not all “children” have the chance to play this expensive game; I mean it, its very expensive, like me I wasn’t really destined to play that, but the desire of it made me to, just to taste a dash of a blissful moment of online gaming just to get it ,I did struggle, and it was plain hard. Now it is very easy to get dose with it. It’s like unfair. Once it gets too much promotion, people will crave for it. And added to the LAG, newbies will pop out in the game, makiki-uso. LAG!!It was featured last Sunday in ASAP fanatic, I didn’t watch it coz’ it was pathetic...Obviously they’re promoting the animation so the rating will like increase, I guess. Simply they signifies that if you don’t like RO it means your not IN, they make it seems like that. Its not scq you now.... I really can’t explain... I say no more... An eye-catching visual, astounding light flashing frantically and a mouthful of explosion, you can’t help but stare at the trailer. We’ve watched the said anime phenomenal (daw) for a million times, and indeed it was very good, but it’s not the best I saw... We came to think of it, we’ve bought a bunch of CD of that animation, and now it will soon be aired. Quite unfair...anyway Something came through us that we didn’t like... Something just wont fit enough,.,., I wonder? 
Reading: Curse of the Sulken Warrior Listening to: Step inside the game--Pikaso& 7 shots Feeling: uneasy |
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