But I moved to: http://coagulationn.tumblr.com

Awww...but I will surely miss ths place

hottie_ice

Yes, I decided that I'm leaving this 5-year old blog of mine making this entry the 203rd entry I made. And nope, I'm not deleting this account just leaving--permanently. This serve as a 'remnant' of my stay here. My time here was indeed memorable and not to mention worthwhile. So I just want to bid farewell formally as I can--drama aside.

It's harder than I thought to start this entry. So I'll just start by asking myself questions instead.

What's the reason you're blogging here? Why Tabulas?

~I'm stalking someone here--straightforwardly. I'm not contented commenting on her as a guest. I want to subscribe to her daily rants as friends entries are filtered in Tabulas. Unfortunenately, she's not updating anymore. Telling her how I am inspired by her writing probably wont reach out to her at this time. But it's ok.

Eventually, I started filling my blog with useless rants, then random thoughts for the day, gradually evolving these thoughts to a coherent, well-said entries. I was pleased with the outcome. I was a self-proclaimed writer then people started to notice this knack of mine. All this endeavors rooted out by just being inspired with a person. I (felt) I had no talent but having had the ability to write my thoughts eloquently felt like an achievement to me, along with it was also enhancing my english prowesses.  I even had the chance to be part of our theater club in high school as a script writer with this developed hobby. Then I started writing stories, I literally fell in love with writing. I was carried away with my own thoughts as I process every single thing in my head.

Why am I leaving?

1. I'm busy. I can no longer manage this blog much like before. Now I can see the difference between college and HS. In HS, I could be concerned with such trivial things and even have the time to blog it, unlike now. Also, I got a lot of time in my hands then. Just imagine the time I allot in drafting my entries, changing layout (READ: via HTML) and managing in general. It takes a lot of time. Whatever, what I mostly blab about here was that of trivial pursuits, I was a growing teeneager then. Still in the path of confusion and self-discovery. I think I've matured enough to keep petty stuff as it is. But in the process of writing I was able to find my true self (oops, cheesy line!) If I wasn't able to pour my hearts out as a problematic , spoiled teeneager with bottled up emotions I might end up slashing my wrist like an emo. But heck, I was an emo, quite an emo.  I've realized that after rereading my entries--and totally laughed at some. 

I'm not an activist to constantly blog about daily happening in and out of my life nor I am not a paid writer who do writing for a living to be obliged to write. It still beats me though I did not end up taking journalism or any english related course. Having said that, hopefully God has better plans for me.

Ok, I'm wont be making this any longer, seemingly in an attempt to write a novel. But I say this again: I'm really grateful with my time here, it wasn't a waste for sure. Things has really change, my views, attitudes change. This blog has reflected a part of my high school life and I have seen the contrast of my past and present.

Big thanks to Tabulas, for hosting this blog (which in truth was just added bandwitdth, haha!) To my friends here, thanks for reading/commenting. Though we could only extend our relationship online, whether you came and go.

Yes, the ARCHIVES is our friend now. I'll be rereading some. And of course net junkie as I am will continue to be online and open online accounts and updating a very bit from time to time. I'll be hanging around @:

Facebook:

My twitter: http://twitter.com/imari07 just like a blog, only diminished by a phrase

Multiply:http://ice107.multiply.com/ for picture heavy updates and upcoming events (mostly cosplay)

Smiley time!    

 So...I'll be leaving then. Thanks for reading and goodnight!

hottie_ice

I might change layout or update in the near future...if not, I'm leaving.

hottie_ice

So, our computer is busted again. Being a bitch again as well as our dvd player God! what the hell? It really pisses me off. Only god knows how much I need the computer. Blame it on limewire I recently installed, though I'm not sure how it infected our computer but blame it still. I just wish my files will not be erased whatsoever. Oh boy do I pray.

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hottie_ice

Why is Twilight so popular nowadas? Why does everybody seems to have been hypnotized into obsession for this fictional tale more than anything else?

Big Deal

I have no idea about Twilight nor do I claim myself as a fan. And then I ask myself, what is so great about it? Well, if it weren't for Robert Pattinson donning the walls of the cinema while I was apathetically sauntering over this boring mall one time, I wouldn't have piqued an interest. He's gorgeous and it's really hard to supress my insatiable fangirl seizures over him especially if his appearance was cut short during Harry Potter 4 movie, and did not give him longer exposure. It was his first appearance in the series but he died to the same. Any girl is blinded by his looks, I am. But it seems that it's all Edward Cullen that they give attention to not any other aspects of the movie. The infatuation over this perfect guy seems to mask the film, the book or the plot itself with its drawbacks.

I cannot claim myself as a Twilight hater because I myself lined up for hours to get a ticket and got excited for days-- well so much for the anticipation. I even made an attempt to read the first book but I was an utter fail. Some said it was really great so I was expecting it to, but honestly, I was dissatisfied with what I watched last weekend.

Drawbacks

There are few I could mention though. You can beg to differ to whatever I'll say but what I'll say is merely my opinion.

I have touched the 4 books but have not read any of them. Once, on a boring lecture, I flipped a book of my classmate when she was looking away and read one line. I forgot the exact words I read but I bet it's a dying message of either Bella or Edward to each other for that to be that cheesy. I also bet that the couple keeps on exchanging cheesy lines to each other. I glanced to some overdone adjectives written in the book and the way they described Edward was a little bit...gay.

I noticed that Ed doesn't act his age (107 right?). I expect him to be mature, knowledgeable and even ancient at that for living so long as the story implies. But by the way I see him easily gave in to a new girl in school is just as immature as kids these days.

They should have given more justice to the action scenes especially if they're saying that Twilight is a a vampire film. I love the baseball scene, but I was like has it started already for it to be over? It was short-lived. I didn't feel the vampireness of it. Do I even get a vampire movie here?

Un-vampire?

Sticking on that last question, this has irked me for quite a bit. If you like romance and all, this is the movie for you, but if you love a vampire movie, don't even think about it. I have this fascination for vampires in years. I use to watch "Interview with the vampire" in a looping manner. I found the movie funny but still you can say it's a vampire movie. Whereas Twilight here, leaking with cheesiness all over, is just so un-vampire to me. It lacked the neck-biting, blood spilling scenes, super ego thingy, the extra ordinary super powers they possess (other than mind-reading thing), vampire action...etc. Heck, Vampire Knight does it better.

I'll probably stop writing now, now that my mood is ruined by my disappointment. It might be a long list of complaints I write next regarding the movie. I think I've written enough to say how much I am dissatisfied with it. Of course, I'm still gonna read the book regardless of the knowledge that's it's cheesy and romantic (I don't like the 'romance'genre). I just couldn't muster a thought as to why majority (especially overly enthused teeny-boppers of today) are so obsessed with this vampire romance that lack twists in it. Just that Vampire and Romance. Very bland.